I think someone has had too much tequila.

And people question why I love him.

Ah fuck.

Just realised I took the wrong pills.

Damn it.

I have successfully trained for my 7p-7a shift as I am still awake after waking up after 15 hours of sleep.

This is awesome.

I need to get some sleep though.

I take that as a complete compliment.

I’ve had a terrible day.

I came home yesterday to my parents cause I had a dentist appointment so I just decided to stay the night here in Tyler. Well on my way back to Denton this morning, the guy in front of me slang a tire shred up at my car which hit my driver side mirror and knocked the glass out of the mirror part :(

So I’m still in Tyler cause I came right back home afterwards and we have to get my stupid mirror replaced completely and it’s stupid.

I hate life. Kidding but seriously. I have to drive the space ship back to Dallas tomorrow night or Thursday morning and get a drug test for my new job.

So nerve racking this job thing is.

Anyways. I don’t have a computer or laptop here so I haven’t been tumblring like I should. Sorry. :/

Fun fact about me, although they look a little janky I can paint my nails pretty well. Case in point. Maybe I should have gone into doing nails…

I’m laying in bed and I can’t help but be upset about this whole ex situation.

Maybe its time to really cut the ties but I don’t think I’m ready for that.

These past couple of weeks where he’s bailed due to work or whatever just have me really bummed out. This is going to be on my mind all night now.

Guess I should cuddle up with scrubs.

finally awake after falling back asleep.

I think I was still drunk this morning. not sure why but that always happens to me.

and I’m definitely done drinking for a while. ha

Drinking was fun.

But I was let down by a certain someone again. I can’t do this anymore. It’s driving me insane.

I love him but seriously he’s just hurting me more by pulling out at the last second when we’ve made plans.

I think I’m done for realises this time.

just realised I didn’t want the veggies in my stir fry so I just ate the tofu I made and rice.

thank god we’re having drinks at a restaurant.